One thing makes her angry and shes blocked me and gone. When i asked him Why and he Said sorry it was a Joke. The person Im with is a narcissist when I dont do one little thing its all over he says hes moving out hes told me he was going to leave like 20 times but doesnt go anywhere hes 50 Im 39 . Are you stuck in the back-and-forth of trying to go No Contact for good? We met a year after they split and to she was literally the best thing that had ever happened to me. Hi Jan, thanks for sharing your experience. And looking at him as third party real cemented the pitiful character he is. graciously letting you know that he isnt angry with you of course no mention that one should be angry with him for his appalling and predatory behavior A full-on communication stop after a breakup is rare these days. I wrote him and told him to never contact me again. Answer (1 of 5): One of the worst fears a narcissist has is being exposed . What I know is that narcissism really exists on a spectrum, although its easier and useful to think of narcissism as categories of individuals. Margo. Also, the idea, that he fell right into the NPD diagnoses, but without the nastiness. I guess Im just struggling with all the emotions related to the situation more than anything. It has not at all been my intention to hurt you in any way, and I really do want the best for you. I dont answer. He began down grading me, being very demeaning and almost hateful. You dont owe him anything. Mine stole $3,000 from me (borrowed it, and never paid it back, then blocked me when I began inquiring about it). I pray for your and my quick healing-peace and love to you? Since I feel like the walking dead and a non-functional parasite to society, any suggestions on what can I do? I have an IQ of 150, have never done drugs in my life (not even pot) and do not have any mental disorders. I know its the hardest thing to do but let go. The presumably psycho female property manager of condominium got the Condo RO for me for INTIMIDATING threatening, interrogating HUGE MEN, such as plumbers, security etc, groups of them!! We got back together and she told me it was over with the other guy because he had a temper and used drugs. She would tell me how things she did to me would make her sick to her stomach, etc. HiHe is still on your mind that much, you really need to go no Contact, he is playing games but your allowing it. My beautiful Dad went before her and she was changing Wills the day he died, even changed his whilst he was alive and got away with it! I cant make you happy. Hope that helps. This is the he sent me: Text me when you get home and I will call you back. Narcissists thrive off being in control, when you were a couple, they got a kick out of watching you ask, how high? after instructing you to jump. Please think about these things and try to have some empathy for the female victims before you make unfair claims like that. Even if she wanted to talk to me, I doubt she would since she owes me so much money. Truth is that no one will understand the pain unless its experienced on his/her own. That person we all fell so in Love with doesnt exist And even though I now know why, I still do. He was an attentive, passionate lover. I called out his lies in front of people and came off looking crazy. Thanks for sharing your story and helping spread awareness. I am getting back up and know about a couple of days i am back me again. I blocked him from my social media profiles about 2 months ago. It took moving away from home for graduate school to see just how damaged my family was. then I found out why. While he has his Triumph. Once you finish going through the detox phase, which includes massive cravings for your narcissist, feelings of despair and emptiness (caused by a depletion of the hormone, oxytocin,) and the . Make a daily plan to keep busy I have no energy to look out of my son and cook and clean.. I keep seeking closure or caring that I know will never come. Wow, the reality and truism of this sucks but thats what happens when you fall for a Narc. He also used someone elses phone number, which I looked up on googlemaps to see the location cause I dont answer numbers I dont recognize. He loved to be the center of attention, monopolizing our conversations, but he was also a great listener. But then at some moments it comes back and i miss him. He seemed to need to be perceived as perfect in my eyes. Answer (1 of 3): A2A Thankyou Each person is different.. depends on what your ex has lined up at that moment! For ex, I mentioned above, that NPD and Psycos dont go back to idealisation after the devaluing, but they may switch back to good behaviour, from time to time, if they still need the pray (because not all is sucked out of the person yet). I finally learned after falling for the hoovering several times. It took a long time for me to stop being in love with my Ex. Too weak I hqd creditcards with his name. Although educating ourselves about the disorder is important, there does come a time when continuing it can hamper our healing efforts because it leads to perpetual triggering. However, they will use these weaknesses against you if they need to. Making new friends etc. The claws they hook into you are insane. My love and prayers to all in a similar situation. Wow, yea, this describes & matches the way he was/is to a tee Its so Fd up. I have learned SO much. I wish you strenght and all the best for you and your son. Next timeI wont allow myself to be around to hear or read the pleas. I just filed for divorce after 22 months of no contact because though He discarded me, he will NEVER file. In my opinion one of these should be renamed. Next day he calls at 6:50 am and woke me up, didnt even look I answered. When it comes to the ex-partners of a narcissist, they fall into two categories. This man was very materialistic with me, loved the best of everything and now he is willing to go bankrupt. I still had no reply or e-mail from him though. I love having someone new to tell my stories to, to express my opinions, and to share my profound theories and beliefs about the important things in life. And that i better look for an other man because he cant make me happy. My question would then be will I have to spend the rest of my life worried that hes just curious about me and so will feel entitled to stalk me online (i.e. I read the letter first and I believe- I was guided to it for a reason. You cannot hide or change if you do not know that the disorder exists. Answer (1 of 40): 1. I love hearing myself say these things as I imagine how they sound to you, and how enthralled with me I imagine you are. The plain people are t so perfect my heart aches for what I know and Im so grateful for my station in life and enjoy that out here in my English world, I have means to escape if I need to. I see that he runs with other narcs, and victims like me. I also went out with my narc (or so I think) for two years. when the narcissist stops contacting you. NPDs CANNOT BE WITHOUT NASTINESS. I told him to F off and all hope I ever had for him was done. I was, am, the scapegoat. I have a lot to offer a person that walks with me on my path of life. He texted me as a friend. Theyre looking to see how easy it is to reach out, how likely it is that person would respond if they did reach out, and the quality of narcissistic supply they would get based on the level of effort theyd have to put in. Just think of it yourself. I have been there over and over again listen up to the people on this blog who know it because they experienced it. He left. Thats the last thing anyone needsincluding him! I would like to share my story in details but Im at work now and just wanted to say that myself too been in a relationship with a Narc for almost 2 years but recently discovered what exactly is wrong with her No contact now for 2 months and started to learn about narcissism and NPD in the past month. In hindsight, its really quite juvenile, isnt it? Donald Trump, Roger Stone, and Associates have a better chance of success. Ill have to look into. Like I said I dont have prove yet and dont want to ask him, just for my sanity I was wondering If they do stuff like this? Oh, apart from a Dear John at my workplace, He ended our 4 year entanglement over the phone. They would lash out, stalk me, show extreme jealousy, etc. . As for him, I outsmarted him and received closure. I have gone so far as to delete his name and all pictures from my iPad. . Learn how your comment data is processed. I believe she was a waif borderline; much more passively aggressive and secret about things which messed with my head worse than the others. And Its just not coming out the way it did before. They mirror us & so We all basically fell in Love with Ourselves !!.. There is a tangible difference between BPD and NPD, even though the symptoms and the way the victim feels is similar. The only difference is theyll resort to telling you that your weaknesses are the reasons why youll never find anyone to love you as much as them. If you left because you could no longer handle the cycle of abuse, they only treated you that way because your actions forced them to. The lies and the illusions never stop. To call me when i am with my very sick mother and only shouting how many problems HE has so that all the attention and talk about HIM. At that point, thats the one thing the narcissist can never take from you againno matter what he or she decides to do after that. This so-called behavioral approach is new and very different from those traditional ones, that emphasise subconscious insecurity and the lack of self worth in NPDs. That last part may not be healthy, but thats where I am now. It was a crazy roller coaster. So now i am back at day one again. And I have allowed it to go on for a very long time (can you say C-PSTD). When he came bak he hated me and punished me . well, i guess i still have a lot to learn! She is a handbook case Histrionic. He however has alluded to pot and cocaine use. Maybe its only that. Did the narcissist leave you for a new love and is now having second thoughts? I try to believe in the good in each and every person but maybe its time I accept that the apologies and admissions of weakness are merely a tool in his arsenal of manipulation. Im sure you have added me to that list now. Unfortunately he knows my pickup and plate number! If you have issues with this image being used, you should contact them. Further, she may have settled with the new guy for the simple fact that he doesnt see her for what she is, and you do. Hugs. [] Narcissists must have a source of supply for their survival. It was as if his mind completely changed and he realized I already knew too much and there was no going back. He said he wants to try dating and see if we work that way and live apart, because if he moves in and it doesnt and then moves out again itll be hard on kids etc. Early in our relationship my ex hubby wanted to get back together and he said while he loved me, he understood that my children needed their dad and if it was something I wanted he would step aside for the sake of my family. I let my ex N in as a friend. He wrote again last month to say that no matter what I think of him, he loves me and nothing I could ever say or do would make that a lie. Johns eloquence at the end is poetically breathtaking too. He then dragged me by the hair of my head out of our home and locked me out. Her house. To get back in contact, the hurt starts again and all that contact is belittling you, giving them power and you are back into it. He denied it for 9 months trying to convince me I was crazy. No one mention Narissism. Am I bounding myself too much? With the exception of when we were actually dating, she never came around. You see? They really do. I think he blocked my texts and phone number, but I never blew either of them up. All to cover deep insecurities and traumas. How to make a Narcissist Obsessed With You? At times the situation appears to so bizarre that it does not seem real. In the meantime, he had my internet and satellite services turned off and I knew it wouldnt be long that he would try to contact me to get the equipment, cause the fees are high if these places dont get back their equipment. I left my relationship and moved to another state to escape my situation. We have two children together and he is a Deputy, his days with the girls are drop ins. I hope its the latter for you! I decided to allow him to see our son yesterday because it was his bday. Al those weekends he never answerd my tons of textings never. I had to get his food on a plate, if I didnt he wasnt happy. Id like to thank this message board also, without going no-contact id likely be floating in the nothingness that is a relationship with a Narc. Weve both defriended him on all our social networks. Contrast with a recent email message I received when he found out the kids were asking me again about his behavior this summer under the influence of alcohol and prescription meds: As for your conversations with the kids, try your hardest to be an adult. Thank you for this post. He does recognize there is a problem with his lack of empathy and admitted to me he fakes that emotion a lot. I dont know whether your ex-partner will ever hoover you again. And in my mind it feels like if he walks behind me or is somewhere els in the shop. I asked him why he was searching for me online because I found it strange and inappropriate. He is an emotional vampire who will steal your car in the middle of the night to get himself a fix. My narc called me an alcoholic, bipolar, bad mum etc etc all in front of police whilst he was raging because i have hidden some assets and he tried to get them and they werent here si he called the police. Peace I wish you luck. I guess it just takes a lot of time to heal. I have no doubt you will one day hear a similar story with this BPD girl and the new supply. THERE IS NOTHING THEY DONT KNOW EXACTLY ABOUT WHAT THEY ARE DOING AND WHY, NO UNCONSCIOUS!!! Officially divorced for 16 months and I still think about her every day. They had bled their partner dry of all the narcissistic supply they had and left when they had nothing left to give. Theyre the type the narcissist can control. I also believe that she goes back to her ex every time i am blocked and vice versa. I am a 30 year old widow.was in a relationship with a person for 2 monthshe was very smart, educated, welathy and single..but have had 2 previous relationships in which both the girls refused him according to himhe was one of my aunties friend.when my aunty spoke to him regarding me he said yes he would talk to me and said i want a perfect girl..when we started talking he was very nice.he praised me.said i am perfect for him.gave me so much of time and importance..though we were in different countries and havent seen each other yet he committed to me.he always said i wont find a guy like himhe have worked so hard to achieve all thishe have expenseive watchesi do shopping from london.my family is the best.we go on tours very often..very proud of his looks and bodyalways brag about how good he and his family isafter 3 weeks i started finding changes in him.he gets irritaed with me and yells at meon minor things like if i askare you tiredstarted avoiding mewas controlling the relationship in a way that we would talk when he have time.and whatever he wants to talk about..he would say he is the boss.doesnt show interest if I ask him to skpye or for any other thingwhen cannot call me makes excuses like i forgot my phone somewhere..one day i teased him that i saw someone who was really very nice..he abused me, yelled at me, compared this situation to his previous relationship and hung up.i apologized but still he called and said i accepeted you even though you have a past..and yelled at me..then he was just sending me one or two messages each day.then he stopped texting me and gave me a silent behavior for one month.i begged him even then he didnt respondedthen i texted him and broke up with him.he said he would call me after two days and give me a replyI said i dont want to talk to you anymore.he replied he gave me love and respect and I ruined everything..then called my aunty and said bad things about meI still love him and wish he would come backif he comes back.should I accepthim or not? Mine is such a stereotypical story its incredible. He sounded like he is talking to me.. My daughter said the same thing.. she felt that he was talking to me. Narcissism is a psychological disorder that afflicts both women and men. I just think he knows everything I do for him and no one else will be that way what do you think. He probably is out having revenge fun now. Hes like so you dont care about the kids? How she was never to blame and how I wasnt really her type. It rubbed me the wrong way too his offer felt like a fait accompli once I asked advice from those around me it was as if it became a relief to them that everything would go back to normal and they all strongly resisted me wishing to 1) ignore it. Today after 6weeks.txt.i found a job we could meet to straighten things up. Theyll seek out your biggest weakness, insecurity, or theyll touch on something they know will really hurt you, and theyll go all out with it. This is less consciously manipulative in narcissists who are non-malignant and non-cerebral, its more instinctive as though they believe that theyve made themselves vulnerable and you might attack, so they hide in fear of your attack. I installed Mr. Little did I know his ex was a codependent strung along for nearly a decade. So he did not contact me for three weeks and than text me i did not respond but next dAy i saw him in a shop. Very clear for the first time. He knew that one day I was going to leave him, I told him a few times in fights that one day I was gonna go. I am trying to encourage a relationship between him and kids. Id say, as a survivor, that the important thing is to work on healing ourselves as opposed to trying to understand Narcissism so deeply. She says she told him as far as I know shes still living there. She took a lot from me, and I cannot let her think that she can get away with this stuff all the time. I got the silent treatment for a week.. Then he texted wanting to know if I still loved him because he was lost and scared and alone and didnt have his guiding light anymore. She says the ex was just at her house and wanted to know if I still lived here because hes been calling and Im not answering my phone. When theyre with a group of friends, the narcissists might say something like, wow, I cant believe how relaxed I feel now that me and Terri are not together. Felt like death would be preferable to the pain I felt while involved with my exBPD. I forget everything. 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There was a place that was open and never seemed to be fulfilled before but youre doing a great job of filling it. He did some terrible things to me but I have a big heart and I also realize that he is sick, so I forgave him. I went no contact, although not right away. I have been with him for almost 2 years. Do you wanna know what it is? We should have a LAT relation. They love the attention whether bad or good. And if they cant be guaranteed to stay away, we can stay on a roller coaster of emotion, wondering if and will they will return, and that gives them a considerable amount of control over us. You see, creating an illusion of happiness is a narcissist's favorite form of post-breakup damage control. You know, I met my friends new bf the other nite for the first time. I just didnt like the way he seemed to be larger than life. I lived with him for two years and then moved out because of the problems. 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